Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to say, whether it be to update my facebook status or to post here, because nothing seems to stand out. But then I wonder why that would be since my life is so full. I am not just sitting around bored, in fact, I have quite the busy life I would say. So why the feeling of having nothing to say? I think it could be that I'm still battling with the belief that what I do is not really that important. I'm not trying to overcomplicate things...that just comes naturally, I don't have to try at all : ) Even if I do tend to look deeply into something that may or may not need to be looked at so closely, I usually come away from the inspection of myself a little more aware of who I am and what I want to change. So about having nothing to say...I also think some of it may have to do with being so busy and distracted by taking care of children and businesses that it takes time to really connect with my own feelings and thoughts about anything outside of children and our businesses. Time is a precious thing that I really don't have a lot of for myself and when I do have some spare time it has in past months been used to watch the couple of shows Josh and I watch together. Our shows are ending as of next week though so maybe I will start using more of my spare time to spend time with God, write, or do something else that's good for my soul.

As I keep thinking about this whole having something to talk about thing, I thought of another reason. I have a strong need to feel the emotion of what I'm writing or else it seems flat and boring. For instance, I was just thinking that I should have written more about our Hawaii trip since I only ended up posting once but since we're not on our trip anymore it doesn't seem like it will be very exciting to write about it now. That's weird though I know because it only happened last week. Well, I will write about some of the highlights soon because I know all my millions of readers are dying to hear about it. I also need to share some funny stuff about Noelle because that girl continues to amaze me.

Ok, so this was me thinking out loud but I'm tired and ready for bed so maybe I will write again soon.